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"Pain"-ENTER MY HEART!!-For C~.
There are times I want to run away from you
But if I ever did it would drive me nuts
I'd like to break the chains you put around me
And yet I never seem to try I'd rather be alone I think
But then I know my life would be so empty
Impossible to be with you
But I never want to be without you
You make me sad and strong
You make me live and want to die
You make me laugh and want to cryI hated you and what you could do to me
Through the storms I tried to reach a door
My Searching eyes waiting for yours
A million voices held me back
Told me it wasn’t worth it
The pain they predicted
Would kill me they said
But, Clinging on to a dream I ran like never before
From the life I knew was mine
Into your arms
Running away only to be with you
City walls crowded me in
I still stood cold as a stone
Rain drops mingled in those tears
Yet I stood
Fearless undaunted you approached
Telling me you care
Promising me you will always be there
Your voice drowned out the rest
I knew I was taking a chance
This would either make me or break me
I was fearing to let you in here
But now I know I have nothing to fear
Because of all the love I found in youI’m ready now like never before
To love you and to let you in
I want to show you that light beyond the rain
Just feel your love and give you the same
We’ll together find a place where dreams happen
And become two hearts beating for one another
Even today after all these months
And all we’ve been through
Like a candle in the water it keeps burning
Just for you, I want you to know I do trust you
I know you want me and really care
Each time you call and say it I feel like I’m back to that very first day
When I felt something more than Anything you ever said!